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I  feel like I’m going to irrupt All these thoughts whirling around my mind I wish just anything could interrupt I wish I could move forward in time I want to go somewhere peaceful for heaven sake! I want my mind just to calm down Happy thoughts I can not make I want these bad thoughts to drown I close my eyes and shed a tear I go somewhere fast and try to help it out But my mind is still not clear I feel this knot in my head that is too taut So many words that cause my pain  Now it has started to rain